Consequence.

21 05 2009

Time to start getting into gear for school.
I was going to wait until August.
There is no better time than now.
Why wait?
Starting June 1st. “Early to bed, early to rise. Makes a man healthy, wealthy and wise.”
In bed by midnight, out of bed by 6 am.
Can’t forget the sacred saying.

I am the access to peace, love and serenity.

In other news.
She doesn’t trust me anymore.
A consequence of thinking that I can give him the benefit of the doubt.
I was wrong in so many ways.
It seems I have to prove myself yet again.

Disappointing.

In other, other, news.
Wondering where the relationship is going.
I get creating my experience and that I have a say in how it goes.
I can’t tell him what he wants.
I can only tell hiim what I want.
I can hope for agreement and it won’t make a difference.

I know he knows what he wants.
Maybe he’s afraid to say or commit?

It hurts.
I hurt.
I wonder if he does inside.

6 am wakey wakeys starting June 1st.
Hm.
How fitting that it’s the first Monday of June.

Here we go.


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